I'm in Disney World.

oh, and I'm 18 now.

Currently Listening Begin to Hope By Regina Spektor on the radio see related

Peace out, oh six.

2006 was a good year, I guess.

I had the best summer of my entire life. I started my senior year. I met new people. I spent a lot of time with my favorite girls. I fought with my favorite girls. I started learning sign language. I went to Europe. I don't know... I feel like I should type a bunch of stuff, but I'd rather just let some pictures from 2006 do the talking for me.

There are so many more- these are just a few I LOVE.

Resolutions?

-No soda.

-Work less.

-Work harder.

-Be nicer.

Simple as that.

Thanks to everyone who made 2006 great.

Currently Watching Grey's Anatomy - Season Two By Ellen Pompeo, Sandra Oh, Katherine Heigl, Justin Chambers, T.R. Knight, Chandra Wilson, James Pickens Jr., Kate Walsh, Isaiah Washington, Patrick Dempsey see related

Senior year happenings and feelings

Okay, so, I feel like I've jumped over one of the biggest hurdles of senior year- applying to colleges. I'm DONE with it. I feel like that's a major part of senior year, and I so thankful to be finished with it. Now I just have to finish my senior project and graduate and I'll be good.

As of right this second, I want to go to App. It's beautiful up there and I just felt like it was calling my name when I was up there this weekend. And, I'd get some more Northface... which is good... Also, I decided not to apply to Carolina this year. Of course, I had already submitted everything when I decided this. So I just sent them a cute little email that said that they didn't have to consider me anymore... I don't know, I would just have been heartbroken if they rejected me, and most likely, they would have. I'm definitely not smart enough to get in. I just don't feel like I would like it there... except for the basketball.

I also realized something sad and I'm just getting around to writing about it. I have met some of the most amazing people in the last few weeks. People that I SHOULD have known forever. It sucks that I'm getting to know them and then we're all gonna just up and leave. Who, you ask? Morgan, Melissa, Kyrsten, and Lindsay. They are so sweet and so funny and I'm so sad that I'm just getting to know them. So the moral of the story: meet people that you think could potentially be cool and get to know them before it's too late!

I guess everything else is going okay. I'm working too much and I'm stressed out too much, but hey, I'm kind of getting used to it. (sad, I know.)

How is everyone else doing?

I saw Zach tonight!!!!

and this weekend was amazing.

seriously?

If you hate reading posts where I complain, then you might want to stop here. But shall I remind you that I can write whatever I want? This is where I can get all of this out.

I don't think I have ever been this overwhelmed in my whole life. I have so much to do, but I don't even know where to start. It's pathetic. I feel like I'm drowning, kind of. I'm so worried all the time.... about everything. About not doing everything perfectly at work, about not getting good grades, about not screwing up that song in chorus, about not pissing my parents off, about not being late everywhere I go, about getting into college... everything. I want to be happy, I really do...but I feel like I'm at my breaking point. I just CAN'T do this anymore.  I CAN'T.